I find your note very intriguing. Firstly, through Holy Spirit, I believe Christ is trying to tell you something, but that is just my opinion.
Secondly, I am not surprised at all by the WT view of Holy Spirit. What does the WT have to offer but a bit of basic spiritual truth, and that has become tainted with deceit and lies. Rev 8:11 If it is obvious that the Father doesn't back the organization, then Holy Spirit would not reside there. Ps 12:6; Prov 30:5 Which would mean...another type of spirit is in residence; one that would resist God's spirit. Rev 16:13; Rev 13:15
Individually, if we seek Christ, we have Holy Spirit on our side. These are thoughts from Pearl:
"Our heavenly Father has a purpose that is very clear to Him. In line with that purpose, he chooses whoever He wants to in fulfilling the human part of it. Then He guides and empowers that vessel with His spirit, to do what they have been chosen to do. How each of us fits into that purpose is not up to us to fully understand, nor to decide, other than our choice to be faithful, loyal, and obedient. We know the prophetic Word about God's purpose for the chosen ones in general (and in some cases, as individuals). We have faith that this prophetic word will and is coming true. If we genuinely seek to cooperate with it fully, God will bless us with the amount of spirit we need to do so.
I once had a "sister" tell me that I loved one of my daughters more than the other. That same week I had another sister tell me that I loved the other more. I have no idea what motivated such comments, since such a measurement is impossible, and to me, ridiculous. I love my children freely from my heart, with no thought of limit.
Of course, He loves and appreciates a child that is obedient and returns His love. But among these, does He limit his affections?
We are told that the anointed are His firstborn. They are also of the first resurrection, having Christ as life-giving father. (There is no distinction in the Bible for "grandfather")
As such, they are the first display of his power to give life. In this, they hold a place in God's forever family as responsible to represent Him for the benefit of all His earthly children. But God loves all those who love Him, regardless of the order of their spiritual birth.
As we love each of our children for who they are, and not in comparison to another (hopefully);
God's love is boundless toward all those who seek Him in truth. I believe He will bless any of them with the spirit and truth they need, should they ask Him in faith."
Thirdly, you feel that you are to “preach Christ to my family, all of which are JW’s”. I feel you are right and that it is a big job to do. If your dreams are
powered by Holy Spirit, I sure wouldn’t ignore them (and I’m sure you can’t). As we know, the good news is for those repentant among God’s people – those being saved through Christ.
"Therefore, because we know the fear of the Lord, we try to persuade people, but we are well known to God, and I hope we are well known to your consciences too. 12 We are not trying to commend ourselves to you again, but are giving you an opportunity to be proud of us, so that you may be able to answer those who take pride in outward appearance and not in what is in the heart. 13 For if we are out of our minds, it is for God; if we are of sound mind, it is for you. 14 For the love of Christ controls us, since we have concluded this, that Christ died for all; therefore all have died. 15 And he died for all so that those who live should no longer live for themselves but for him who died for them and was raised. 16 So then from now on we acknowledge no one from an outward human point of view. Even though we have known Christ from such a human point of view, now we do not know him in that way any longer. 17 So then, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; what is old has passed away—look, what is new has come! 18 And all these things are from God who reconciled us to himself through Christ, and who has given us the ministry of reconciliation. 19 In other words, in Christ God was reconciling the world to himself, not counting people’s trespasses against them, and he has given us the message of reconciliation. 20 Therefore we are ambassadors for Christ, as though God were making His plea through us. We plead with you on Christ’s behalf, “Be reconciled to God!” 21 God made the one who did not know sin to be sin for us, so that in him we would become the righteousness of God." 2 Cor 5:11-21
But even if our gospel is veiled, it is veiled only to those who are perishing 2 Cor 4:3
2Tim.3:7,5; Isa.6:9; 29:10; Rom.11:8; 2Thess.2:4,10; (1Cor.3:16); 2Thess2:13; Rev.14:4; Eph.1:12,11
I know I’ve given you a lot of links to Pearl’s site, but here’s one more:) on Holy Spirit at work. In answer to another’s questions, she describes her own dreams as a time of learning. I do encourage you to send her a note; you may find her very helpful in understanding your own experiences.
http://4womaninthewilderness.blogspot.c ... -work.html
Lastly, I will pray for your situation at home; I believe many of us know just what circumstance you face.